Blind Eyes Blaze

 

Feeling like a burden 

When all I am is yearning 

For connection

To someone

Running out of teardrops

But I know it won't stop

Til the moment

I give up

Broken dreams on boulevards 

They say that life ain't easy

But who knew 

It could be so hard

I wish I didn't hate me

I need you to know

I'm looking for an answer

Please don't go

I wish I didn't hate me

I'm trying can't you see

To find a reason to go on

Please help me

And even though it feels like I'm dying

You need to know how hard I'm fucking trying

To 

Live up 

To your dreams and expectations 

Turned to resentment and frustration 

That I'm not

Who you thought I was

One side of the coin says ride or die

But the other's marked why even try

And I can't be a scaffold on my own

I wish I didn't hate me

I need you to know

I'm looking for an answer

Please don't go

I wish I didn't hate me

It's so trying can't you see

Give me a reason to go on

Please help me

I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't

I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't

I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh no

Why can't why can't why can't why can't

Why can't why can't why can't why can't

Why can't we just why can't we 

I don't know

I think I'm lost I think you're lost we're lost

We're lost we've lost we lost what have we lost

The price of happiness is a steep cost

Broke and broken hearted

In this great unknown 

I wish I didn't hate me

Please tell me that you know

You see how hard I'm trying

And I'm not gonna go

Gentle into that good night

Oh God I'm trying so hard 

Can't you see

To rage against the dying

Of our light

Please believe

Stay with me

Help me

Can't you see

What it could

Be